Born under Saturn

My life drived me crossing imammanent to find trascendent.
Into this mirror of my soul, you can see angels and demons; because i am divided between light and darkness, as my name is my destiny.

Unable to carry the tascendent into my quotidianity; i choose to abdicate the material to join the spirit. I wanted to see over the veil, to arrive at the light at the end of that tunnel, to arrive over the dead of night, to see the dawn...
But, as faster i pushed myself to that light, more the shadows thickened...

So i decided to come back. And to take with me a part of that light, to reveal my universe, even in the awareness that a very strict number of people may understand it. I saw those demons and those angels; and i gripped them within me, across streets sunken into deepest silence and highest quiet, marmoreal landscapes of melting beauty.

Blank, unable to speak the language of other human beings, i learned the one of Art. Lights and shadows melted together into painted diaries.

Reveal myself expected the price of being what i am: a Cassandra condamned to be misunderstood, Priestess devoted to Silence, born under Saturn.
Shifting and yet motionless; alive and yet not living. Because is in the deepest darkness that light is more vivid...

 

Thanx Diana, for help in translation...